My story is about abuse and about the way my
father in law beat and abused his five children. How, he shot and killed
my mother-in-law as she sat quietly hand quilting. How, this same person
raped his beautiful daughter, she gave birth to a baby at the age of fourteen.
The child was born being terribly deformed. The baby lived two weeks
and was buried by a cornfield. How was my sister-in-law killed you ask?
My brother in law said; his wife went
to the outside toilet, fell hitting her head on a rock, she died
instantly, so the story goes.
My story begins back in 1942 back when men
actually owned their wife. If a man/husband said, it was an accident,
then it was passed off as an accident, no law enforcement was ever
called in.
There was incest in my husband's family. I want
people that have young girls to know how this abuse and incest is handed
down from generation to generation. How my husband followed in
his father's foot steps. How I continued in the
footsteps of Godly parents, goes back to the Bible, "Bring them up in the way they should
go".
I have tried to give my readers more understanding as
to why men & women that are
abusers grow up to do the same thing. The
truth is, they don't know any better. To me it is a monkey see monkey
do situation. They are doing what they saw their fathers do to their
mothers and visa versa when they were growing up. That is how men
controlled their women & children during that era. The first question
that abused women/men have asked me over the years, many times is "WHY?" Why does he treat me so mean when I bend over backwards to please
him/her?
I started typing my story back in 1987 just for
therapy. To write this story was the most terrifying gut wrenching
thing I have ever done, or can ever do. I cry, I walk away, but for
some reason I couldn't let go of my pain. The more I typed, the more I
began getting more and more insight as to why my husband was so abusive.
The mental abuse was almost on a daily basis. I kept asking myself why? Why is he treating me like this,
when I do everything in my power to
please him?
Then when AOL came with the Internet a person
wrote me begging me to let them make me a web site. I was so thrilled. I
so wanted to reach out and help others understand. I have heard from
literally thousands of abused & battered men/ women around the world.
For the rest of the story Read the book. God loves
you, I do too.
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